Dear Journal,

I know I didn't keep my word to write later on May 7th but think of the progress I got back like a day later instead of a year. Hmmmm...... Well to start off I am good. So far. I am here at my C.C. (community college) writing this. I saw two movies yesterday that I checked out of the library. The Aviator starring Leonardo Di Caprio, and Shattered Glass starring Hayden Christian. I like them, but I suggest to never try to go with back to back dramas. Blah T_T by the time I got finished with it. I was sick of it. blah. See this is what makes life funny, or to be more exact how people's actions are funny. People now a days are sick of the sappy happy endings. Personally I like them. Sure dramas are good with or without a happy ending, but that is how life is. I know we can't escape that reality, but why must we emerse areselves in it? I am not delusional enough to think that life has no happy endings what so ever but still just turn on the T.V to a news channel and there you have reality. I don't live a privilaged life, but I don't live in destitute one either. I love it actually. It makes you at least prepared for the reality of life. For example, when it's hot, people want the rain, when it rains people want the sun. Why? I don't know. I love all weather, sure I have moments when it is so hot I wish it rained but still I enjoy it. Besides I live in L.A. its not often I get to enjoy different types of weather. I know this is boring but I just thought it was funny how people are. I have my quirks as well but I try to think of ways to make it better. Sometimes it feels like the whole world rather your world is on your shoulders, and no one can help with the burden. I know that feeling all too well, but let me say this if at all this helps anyone out there. There is always something that will make us luckier than others, I don't know what that can be. Talent, class, money, etiquette, etc. I don't know but we must not be selfish to think that we are the only one to have problems. Well that is my journal for the hour. sorry if it was so winded, I just thought I get it out there. God Bless.

Sincerely
Zels

Well it has been a while hasn't it? Well my life is generally not a big commotion, but sometimes that is what it feels like. I haven't written any journals in a while too, whether it be on the net or on a book. I have been away from drawing too. But let me tell you I missed it like crazy. I have drawn some new things too. I will post those up as soon as I get the chance. Which will be like tomorrow night and some this morning . I myself admit that I am not the best. I humbly agree. But I don't take it lightly when someone criticizes me. I mean I understand opinons on my art but to criticize ME? now that is hitting below the belt. I think so any way. I have been working on my manga design, and story. I have barely scripted it. I know it sounds crazy but I only got it when I saw the movie walk the line while I was hearing to the commentary on how they see a movie before it is even made. So starts my journey on my manga. blah.... A lot of hard work, if I din't love it than I would not have even tried. Well I don't know about that I tend to be the type of person to keep going even when the tough gets going. Well I will be sure to write again, and sooner. These intervals are murder to you guys. buh bye

Today, i was a part of the craziest thing ever involving my best friend and two strangers...who are now good friends!! ^_^

the first crazy thing being someone was driving DRUNK to blockbuster ( we almost crashed twice) so then I decided to try to drive HIS STICK SHIFT!! now know that I have never driven AT ALL before and i had to drive 2 miles home!(this was horrible because i was on the WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD!!!)

Anyway, today, Jess and I went down to Little Tokyo to hang out and buy some stuff for her cute LITTLE FIAT X/1 9 ( so tiny that even COMPACT cars were bigger than us!!!) and there was some footage of Final Fantasy game/movie footage on AMV's at the Kareoke place and Jess met this girl( who had just bought a Katana for a friend) and started talking about the footage and AMVs and such... i stared blankly...quiet.....while these two LOUD girls chatted about anime and it turned out that they were both volunteers at Anime Expo '04!

So I'm just watching the footage and listening to them (like could I actually choose to or not?) and then we decide to go to the arcade... after shopping and showing her and her friend Jessica's cute LITTLE car. and so we went to the arcade....for 3 HOURS!!!.....i only spent ONE DOLLA!!! and then jess played the drums, DDR, para para paradise, elecrtric guitar game, and these other drums that I have no idea how to pronounce the name she says its "taiko dekande" Later we went to Mitsugi and got these delicious red bean cakes. "Quite expensive I may add" Then we went to kamakaze anime, where I FINALLY got Hot Gimmick 5! (thanks to jessica i may add I am a fan) Then we spent "like FOREVER" at kinokuniya Jessica bought me these cool How to draw manga books like my couples one that she got for me on my birthday in 2003. I love her so much I spent anothe 25 cents for a trigun comic book for my brother. And Jessica(clears throat) runs around every aile picking up mangas to show me (Haru--toki---BLAH! good looking guys everywhere includes Yorihisa , Death Note and various others.... )
and we finally come out of the store ( it's dark) and Jess decides to buy a Full Metal Alchemist figurine ( in a box) and when she opens it she cries " NOOOOOO!!! I wanted HUGHES!!!" (it was Ed) so then she runs back into the store and buys another box, runs back out, opens it....and screams " NOOOOO!!!! It's NOT HUGHES!!!" ( it was "pride"..guy with eyepatch) so THEN, she decides to buy ONE MORE!! ( "Third time's a charm" right? ) so she goes in there.... takes a few minutes...then hops out and opens the box... but cant open the black wrapper... so hands it to our new friend Melina and so Jess closes her eyes, with Melina's katana in her lap. Melina opens the wrapper, says
"It's uhm....not Ed....uhm that dude....like....yeah" Jess opens her eyes, glances at it for less than a second..then SCREAMS "OMG! IT"S HUGHES!!!!!!!" so loud that the guy inside at the counter heard it loud and clear! ( I'm getting used to her yelling by now lol)

ok but I havent even come CLOSE to the craziest thing today!!!!

when we went back to the LITTLE car at 8.
we decide to try to fit all four of us...in the TWO-SEATER FIAT.....and drive 3 blocks to drop Melina and Victor at Union Station!!
it took us about 30 minutes to figure out how to fit! so here's the order....

_____________
door->[ Jess Melina ]
|_me____Victor_|
yes....squished behind the seats....


not ONLY that! we had to take the roof off inorder to fit!! so my head was completely outside the vehicle!!! (just thinking about it gives me the adrenaline rush!!! O_o)

So we drive down the parking structure and Jess forgot to get the ticket out...so we stop. jess opens the door i literally FALL OUT and we get the ticket out of the trunk ( which is in the front BTW)

People were looking at us queer. and aparently we were so LATE from the validation, that Jess had to pay the attendant $10.50!!!(Jess says "But it was totally worth it!") then we're all scared and pull out and have to go around the one way blocks and then going down Alameda....was the LONGEST and SCARRIEST trip EVER!! not to mention CRAZY!!
WE HAD TO STOP AT 3 LIGHTS!!! which was scarriest! cause what if a cop just comes!?
when we got to the station , we were so excited we celebrated and hugged and glomped! and screamed (i screamed louder that Jess did earlier about the Hughes figurine!!! ) and the people around us were looking at us weird! and like WTF! <-- exclaimation point!!!

yea.... crazy!
CRAAAAAAAZY!!!! O_O;

so yeah....that was my day.

i still look at the LITTLE car and go we actually fit in THAT!? crazy LITTLE clown car in a FIAT!!
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I have Art to show you!! yay! YAAAAY!

i have for you!
1. MY MASTER!!! Ryouki i am totally his love slave!
2. The cover for my manga "Purple Eyes" ^_^
3. COLORED Inuyasha picture! ^^
4. A special colored (my version) of one of 's drawing

unfortunately... they all got wrinkled in the LITTLE car.... ;__;

That it all!!

^___^;

Zels

P.S. I have NO idea when I will ever update here again!!!

Clubs Hisui put me in:

Well, I'm new here, and i dont get to be on the computer much, since i dont really have one
Hello everyone, Im Zucely Yee, a student in pharmacy.
Since i don't have a computer, my friend put up my art for me so please don't get upset if i hardly answer your messages.

Aside from all I hope I get enough time to continue working on my art. School and work are very demanding!
Take Care!
Zels

UPDATE::
NOTE from :
If replies to something through this account...it's normally just me so keep in mind if you have comments to Zels herself then I will relay them to her, but I will answer you.

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